
Happy 2011 everyone! 2011…it just sounds so futuristic!
As I spent the past few days going over the past year on my blog, I reminisced over so many great shoots, so many sweet clients, beautiful weddings and adorable kids. But I found that it was lacking. Lacking in any personality or anything personal. As I head into my 6th season this year, I looked back even further. I realized that I lost my voice. When I began my journey into photography, I photographed anything and everything and told anyone who was reading why I chose to photograph that particular subject. As I got busier and busier and more successful with my photography business, I started to become more fearful of being anything less than perfect. Success is a wonderful thing and am continually amazed at how much God has blessed me. But it also makes me feel I have to be perfect…to show no flaws. And I’m human. I have flaws. Not everything is as sunny and perfect as many of us put out there. I recently read a blog post from fashion-blogger Kendi Everyday and she wrote about being fearless. I found myself nodding my head at much she had wrote. About her own fear of being less than perfect and I found myself not so alone.
So in an attempt at holding a new year’s resolution, I am vowing to be more personal. To blog more fearless.
The above photo is a little Christmas present I purchased for myself. It’s a little Blackbird, Fly TLR Camera. It’s plastic, takes real film and is my toy to play with. I’m hoping it teaches me to be more patient, more thoughtful when I click that shutter. I will be excited to share my images throughout the year.
So tell me…you as dear and faithful blog readers…is personal better? Do any of you have any resolutions that you want to share?